What do you represent?

Every day feels just as hard as the day before.  I don’t trust my husband not to get into this situation again.  He doesn’t understand the boundaries I think he needs, he doesn’t think about things the same way I do.  I don’t want to say it’s selfish, but at its core, it really is […]

Is this all a dream?

I know we are all different.  All of our circumstances are different. But, do you ever feel like you MUST be the only person in the world dealing with your exact set of issues? I feel that way.  I know there are, unfortunately, a literal ton of women whose husbands have cheated.  And I am […]

Where am I?

What happened to me?  Where am I?  Who is this person currently occupying my body?  I don’t recognize her, her feelings, or her actions.  Where did I go?  Will I come back?  I feel like a void.  I feel like I should feel more, react differently, react at all.  I can see myself changing, becoming this […]

Adage or cliché?

Every day is a new day.  I guess that is true at just the words.  Today is not yesterday and tomorrow will not be today.  But how new is each new day, really?  How much of today do you carry into tomorrow?  And what did you bring from yesterday into today? I don’t think that […]

What if it isn’t?

Today…. again, is a hard day.  I keep finding some sort of normal and then the rug gets pulled back out.  It’s like a brand new betrayal and my heart and stomach are twisted and pulled in knots. Everything already happened.  Nothing new has happened.  But every single thing I see that I had not […]

Covenant, not contract.

I am starting this blog without a title.  I am trying so hard to stay anonymous on here.  I want to post all of her information and all I know about her.  But, in the end it will expose me just as much as her.  She is crossing a line and I want to ruin […]

Do you know what you did?

I want to ask her that.  Do you know what you really did?  I am fully aware that my husband did it, too.  But, do you really know what life is like after you?  I see your blog about how upset you are that your EX broke up with you and blah, blah, blah.  I […]