What happened to me? Where am I? Who is this person currently occupying my body? I don’t recognize her, her feelings, or her actions. Where did I go? Will I come back? I feel like a void. I feel like I should feel more, react differently, react at all. I can see myself changing, becoming this person who currently has my name and my body. But, I don’t want to be her. I don’t want to do the things she is doing; snooping, prying, crying, yelling, accusing, suspecting, doubting, looking… I don’t want to feel the things that she is feeling; distrust, anger, panic, fear, insecurity, instability, weakness, shame, embarrassed, unsure, unstable, stupid, empty….
Where am I? When will I come back?