Some days I feel so empty.
I want to write about how I’m feeling or what I’m thinking, and the words are just not there.
I want me back. I want to be able to remember things again. Words. When I’m trying to say things, and the words I want to use won’t come to me. Appointments. I have never been a person who uses my calendar on my phone to save events, but no, every single day I have something saved. Call this person, print this paper, pick the kids up from school. I still feel like I am in a fog. Things feel slightly lighter, but my world still feels extremely small.
I just want it all to go away. I just want it all to stop. I hate every second of this feeling.
When will it go away?